Friday, February 27, 2009

Late Night Drives, All Alone in My Car

...Sometimes...

...Its hard to love

...Its hard to forgive

...Its hard to move on

...Its hard to get over someone

...Its hard to stop loving someone out of sin and to love them the right way

...Its hard to be away

...Its hard not to run away

...Its hard to fight

...Its hard not give in

...Its hard to know right from wrong

...Its hard being single

...Its hard showing grace

...Its hard not to hate

...Its hard to trust

...Its hard being a friend

...Its hard to live

...Its hard to not believe lies

...Its hard to know when to let go

...Its hard to love someone by letting them walk out of your life

...Its hard to not have control

...Its hard to be alone

...Its hard to have feelings and not get them back

...Its hard to sleep…always

IT IS HARD……………..

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Broken but Found

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, Where you been?
He said, Ask anything.

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who’s ever known
Who I am
Who I’m not, and who I want to be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I’ve been calling
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve
Taking all I want

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you, where were you?

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

Why’d you have to wait
To find me, to find me?